A Star In The Sky

A Star In The Sky

Like the stars in the sky
You light the darkness in me
Like the stars in the sky
You came and fulfilled my need


I love you but I’m shy
To tell you I need you in my life
Wanna hold you tight but why?
You never realized that I’m alive


Like the stars in the sky
Your beauty is in their mind
Like a star in the sky
You’re too perfect to be mine.

A. F. Lolowang

Una Estrella en el Firmamento

Como las estrellas en el firmamento
Iluminaste la oscuridad en mi
Como las estrellas en el firmamento
Viniste y supliste mis necesidades

Te amo pero soy tímido
Para decirte que te necesito en mi vida
Quiero abrazarte fuertemente, pero por qué?
nunca te diste cuenta que estoy vivo

Como las estrellas en el firmamento
Tu belleza está en sus mentes
Como las estrellas en el firmamento
Eres demasiada perfección para mí.

-A.F.Lolowang-

Traducción: Héctor J. Hernández R.

May Your Light Shines My Way

May Your Light Shines My Way

Dear God,
Are You in the midst of me,
Listening to my every need.
Or have You forsaken me,
And left me to my adversary.

Have You watched and see,
That I need You every second.
Are You watching over me,
When I’ve thought of an end.

Do You still remember me,
A child that needs You when down.
Have You thought of who I’ll be,
Perhaps a singer without a sound.

God, can You help me to feel.
Your presence in me seems lost.
My selfish thoughts I can not deal.
I need You Lord, it’s a must.

Darkness seems to overtaken me.
For I can’t break this thick shell.
You promised You’ll be with me.
Through my happiness and trial.

Can You help me to outgrow,
From childish thoughts I have.
Will You help me escaped my ego,
For it has engulfed me like a wave.

I believe You are near Lord
But my faith often is shaken.
I felt Your awesome presence Lord,
Molding me with that pierced hand.

Please take this sinful heart.
I want to be with You on that day.
Shape and purified this heart.
May Your light shines my way.

A. F. Lolowang

Wish The World Can End... Right Now

Wish The World Can End... Right Now

There is no word to say
Why the world should end.

No word in my mind to say
Living has its purpose.

The mind has a purpose
Yet the purpose can be bent.
Bend with agitation of life
Or stressors that come to tend.

Time can only tell when
The mind stops to pretend.

Pretend of many things
That brings a greater burden.

I wish the world can end
Yet time can only tell.

My mind just can't stand
Of a place that I called hell.

I tried to stay in focus
Yet, purpose has been derailed.

I wish the world can end
And I wish… It ends now.

-A.F.Lolowang-

As It Comes To An End

As It Comes To An End

The sky was clear,
When the machine roared loudly.
I sat with a fear,
Knowing you're not here beside me.

A memory of you passes by,
While I glanced at the horizon.
You gave me a kiss and made me cry
Before I sat here fully frightened.

Keeping my mind fully in cheer,
While the machine roared loudly.
Recalling the time when you were near,
When you caressed me tenderly.

My mouth becomes dry,
As I glanced at the horizon.
In my mind I asked why?
I've left you to have you forgotten.

I've loved you for so long
Till this machine comes to an end.
I wanted you to make me belong,
Not with him that you called friend.

I'll sit here to shut my eyes
While looking down at the ocean.
No way I can say my good byes,
'Cause this life will come to an end.

-A.F.Lolowang-

As The Day Turns To Night

As The Day Turns To Night

As this day turns to night
I knelt with eyes shut tight
I pray with all my might
Turning time to the morning light

Phone rang to wake me up
I picked the phone to hear “sup?”

My friend was on the phone
Therefore I grouched and groaned

He asked me to go to GAP
I told him to take a nap

Two hours passed till the bell rang
In the bathtub my song I sang

I then screamed, “Answer the door!”
My sis replied, “Scream some more!”

I wonder whose on the door
It was my girlfriend and her tears
The tears dropped to the floor
With her eyes full of fears

I exited the bathroom
Saw her stand with a shiver
The mood turned to bloom
“He passed away” goes a whisper

From the opening door crack
Red and blue shone bright
I wonder what’s the tale?
Found his accident on my sight

I realized he’s on his way
To see me one last time
He died a block away
Made me cried with no rhyme

-A.F.Lolowang-

How To Say Good-Bye

How To Say Good-Bye

The earth is brown
And the sky is blue
My heart broke down
Cause i'm leaving you

Like the wind blew a chill
And the clouds traveled on
This reality seems unreal
To have you long-gone

When trees blew its whisper
And leaves bound to ground
This heart will never deter
From the love that we've bound

As the night ends the day
And stars brighten the way
"I luv you" are the words I'd say
Before we're apart day-to-day

-A.F.Lolowang-

Dear My Sweet Baby

Dear My Sweet Baby

An empty sky is all I see
Where the stars used to be
They shone for everybody
But don’t shine on me

I’ve felt you’ve gone away
And left me on my way
Baby I want you to stay
From that day till today

It’s all right baby, it’s all right
I knew u loved him with all your might
Now I got to shut my sight
And let it fade to black and white

I wanted to be with you a while
Even you lived a thousand mile
I want to give you a dial
But you received them like a pile

Baby,
As the stars shine above
I’ll be true and love you through
I’ll show my heart and my love
Till you love me cuz I loved you.

-A.F.Lolowang-

A Star In The Sky

A Star In The Sky

Like the stars in the sky
You light the darkness in me
Like the stars in the sky
You came and fulfilled my need

I love you but I’m shy
To tell you I need you in my life
Wanna hold you tight but why?
You never realized that I’m alive

Like the stars in the sky
Your beauty is in their mind
Like a star in the sky
You’re too perfect to be mine.

-A.F.Lolowang-

Twinkling Star

Twinkling Star

As the stars twinkles in the sky,
My body became weary and dreary.
I lay down with a long sigh,
Knowing your not here beside me.

Like the stars in the sky,
You’re a light year away from me.
But deep in my mind,
You’re a kiss away from me.

I knew I’d love you,
At the first time we meet.
Now I think about you,
Every time I sleep.

I want to tell you “I Love You”
But there are guys who do too.
What can I do to show you?
How much my love is for you.

The words that I’ve said
Is meaning less to you.
Now I would like to ask
Do you.. Love me too?

-A.F.Lolowang-

No Light

No Light

It's been day and night.
We've been through for some instance
I realized there's no light,
That would shine in our existance.

I've done everything for you
Turning the imposible to conceivable
I've loved you through
Even when our love is incapable

Questions raised in my mind
What can I do to keep our relationship?
Find the light to let us shine?
Or just secrete and bury it down deep?

Everything seems to be lies.
Especially the love that you've showed me.
When you gazed through my eyes.
You'd find nothing that would set you free.

I've loved you and that's the truth
But all I see is that all of these have to end
This is no lie but it's all true
Cause darkness and light would never blend.

-A.F.Lolowang-

A Dove From Above

A Dove From Above

A girl with the beauty of a dove.
Named herself the beautiful Shanti,
With the skin of a new baby
That made me wants to love.

Her arrival was a surprise,
And made me lost in a trance.
Want to have her in my sight,
Even if it is just a quick glance.

At the church door I saw her.
I’ve lost my mind and became shy.
I wanted so bad to be there.
But all I asked to my self is why?

Her sweetness passes me by
As she holds me by the door
I want to be in her arm and die
Or stroll by, at the lake’s shore.

All I wanted was to see her
But what I got was the warmth that she shares
I want to be with her forever
But I know dreams can get you nowhere

Why should I lie?
I’ve met the girl with beauty.
Why should I be shy?
She’s the one and only.

Like the purity of a white dove,
She have showed me the pure of love
I am thankful to the one above
Who showed me respect and love.

-A.F.Lolowang-

Life Can End In An Instance

Life Can End In An Instance

Life can end in an Instance,
And an Instance can be this second.
That instance can be immense
Too immense to have it to end

Your second chance has long gone.
I’ve trusted you from the start.
The time I met you my live begun,
Till you end it with a struck of a dart.

It throbbed in my heart,
Knowing your love was half true.
I have dropped my guard,
Stood in disbelieve seeing the two of you.

The sun have hid in the horizon,
Like the truth you’ve kept from me.
The rage turned my face in crimson,
Seeing you kissed him under that tree
The torture is unbearable,
Knowing our first kiss is where you’re on.
My heart was unbreakable,
Till you’ve lifted your mask of a clown.

The clue you’ve shown me is clear.
I hope I will never be seen.
My fear is to show you my tear,
And to tell you that you’ve win

You took my heart and broke it in half.
Ripping each veins from beating.
I tried to remember the love that we have,
But all of it seems to be missing.

You’ve started my live in the beginning,
With that one kiss that solved my strife.
Now you’ve made my life reach it’s ending,
With a gun shot that stop this life.

Life can end in an Instance,
And an Instance can be this second.
That instance can be immense
With a gunshot that let it end.

-A.F.Lolowang-

You're My All In All

You're My All In All

From the morning till the nightfall
You're my all in all.
From the heat of summer till the winter's snowfall,
You are my all in all.

If I can just recall
Of the life that I've been through.
From the moment of trial,
You're there to help me flew.

When tired of climbing this life
And from reaching to the top,
You were there to help me revive
And hold my hand before I drop.

This mountain of life seems too tall
With worldly trials and tribulations.
To me, You've made it seem so small
When I knelt in prayers to uncover-all.

From the day of my birth,
Till the day of my death,
I will trust in You above all.
For You are my all in all.

-A.F.Lolowang-

The Unshattered Love

The Unshattered Love

Love is a term you can express with no shame
Love is an action that easily be given
There can’t be a reason for us not to love
For He who loves us all had come from above

Spring can show us the true reason of living
As fresh flowers blooms and the birds start singing
Jesus has given us a new chance of life
A new chance for all of us to grasp and thrive

He came and born in a town of Bethlehem
And no shame He died as our own living Lamb
A living Lamb who became our Sacrifice
Who died and rose so we’d be in paradise

Winter time shows us signs of things to deter
Like the trees in winter with leaves that falter
The love that we share is briefly and unfair
And the person we hate, to look, we don’t dare

Sins that we do, nailed Him over and over
Yet he loves us still, and our sins He would bear
Jesus loves us all, more than things that matter
For His love is great and it’d never be shattered

A. F. Lolowang